Friday, March 09, 2007
6 months of Obligation.
and now i need (want) to quit.
just sent the email but my heart still feels heavy.
for the past months, past nights,
ive been weighed down by an invisible responsibility and i swear i hate that feeling.
it became so bad that i even dreamt about it last night.
bloody hell, leave me alone please.
i sincerely wish there was an easier way to do this.
in fact, i wonder why it's so tough in the first place?
why the hell is it so complicated?i hope she knows that im having it hard.
so that she'll let me leave.
without spoiling what we have.
im so caught in between.
Merser
